Thursday, July 9, 2015

You bought me flowers today.

You bought me flowers today.
You shower me with compliments.
You ask if I want to play a board game.
You send me lovey dovey texts.
You want to spend time with me.
Hover like a helicopter.
You profess your love and devotion.....................


                                                         All this and more after:


YEARS OF ABUSE.
AVOIDING.
IGNORING.
BELITTLING.
MAKING ME FEEL SMALL.
MAKING ME FEEL INVISIBLE.
MAKING ME A NERVOUS WRECK.
CONTROLLING.
COLD.
ISOLATING.
EGGSHELLS.
DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR. 
BREAKING MY SPIRIT.
BREAKING ME DOWN.
BREAKING MY HEART.
                                          BUT!..............................
BROKEN OPEN.
                  TO LET THE LIGHT IN.
                                                          I WIN.